samedi, juillet 15, 2006
♥ sad leh
"Never judge a book by its cover"-from an essay which mr k gave.
even though the essay was terribly done, at least i understand what she(i infer) meant. but if i were to write, i might write a little better n much better plot (: cos there seems to be so many of such around me. they sounds so polite but they are not in fact. i think i'm a S.H.E fan for a reason. their "latest" album 'BU XIANG ZHANG DA' or don't wanna grow up, seems to have a impact on me. i have this thinking of not wanting to grow up, or perhaps just stay at the age of 3 or 4 so i can go to beijing or NZ once again. thinking of being an adult and to fulfil my dreams really scare me. this is so demoralising.
first impression counts. but i just realised that my first impression on my good friends are all bad. it's supposed to be the opposite right? so those people with good impression turned out to be such a hypocrite(i know i'm not suppose to judge). so is this supposed to be something good that God has given me? that we should never be deceived by the appearance, esp the "good" people.
someone asked me this qns. "So who do you like in this class?" as friends la. i was kinda shocked by my own reply. i showed her my 5 fingers and said "i could count with this fingers". but changed my mind by saying "5 fingers seems too many"
i seems so pessimistic. gosh.
even though the essay was terribly done, at least i understand what she(i infer) meant. but if i were to write, i might write a little better n much better plot (: cos there seems to be so many of such around me. they sounds so polite but they are not in fact. i think i'm a S.H.E fan for a reason. their "latest" album 'BU XIANG ZHANG DA' or don't wanna grow up, seems to have a impact on me. i have this thinking of not wanting to grow up, or perhaps just stay at the age of 3 or 4 so i can go to beijing or NZ once again. thinking of being an adult and to fulfil my dreams really scare me. this is so demoralising.
first impression counts. but i just realised that my first impression on my good friends are all bad. it's supposed to be the opposite right? so those people with good impression turned out to be such a hypocrite(i know i'm not suppose to judge). so is this supposed to be something good that God has given me? that we should never be deceived by the appearance, esp the "good" people.
someone asked me this qns. "So who do you like in this class?" as friends la. i was kinda shocked by my own reply. i showed her my 5 fingers and said "i could count with this fingers". but changed my mind by saying "5 fingers seems too many"
i seems so pessimistic. gosh.
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