samedi, décembre 11, 2021

I am so thankful for yesterday! The contact responded and joined us for an online meeting and she's willing to meet again next week!! 

I managed to meet the other contact yesterday night too. i think i haven't met him for 3-4 weeks. Cos always last minute got something etc. quite surprised with his updates LOL. his job especially. haha.

Anyway I sprain my neck or something on Sunday when i took a nap. It still hurts, feels so much in pain, and Salonpas doesn't seem to be working.... 

It's Saturday today. Really a super long day. I'm on devotion/IP duty (LOL sorry i use the word duty...), and we are on cooking duty today too (is the cleanup/wash up that is a bit demanding). Later i'm going to meet a contact at 7pm, we have online meetup events at 8pm and 9pm, and ends around 10pm. 

I really struggling to keep up. I want to do my best, but sometimes i think i should just release and let God do it. Sometimes ironically, doing my best in my opinion, turned out to be not good in peoples' eyes. and when I tried to be flexible / not be too hard up, it turned out to be my best in peoples' eyes. oh, i cannot understand. Sorry, rant.