jeudi, décembre 16, 2021
♥ 16 Dec 2021
I try to sleep early (if i'm not on IP duty the next day; cos I always got no inspiration till the end), every night. but sometimes sleeping early doesn't equate to having a good sleep. I tend to wake up in the middle of the night and always worry about the time / if i overslept.
ironically, on Mondays (rest day), i usually wake up early automatically and cannot sleep well too. Only day to sleep in, but always struggle.
I guess because currently in church, is = 6 days work week (7am - 10pm) as compare to a regular 5 day work week 8pm - 5pm, and only have 1 day to recharge. not entitled to PH, AL or anything. So imagine, when my usual routine is always holidaying three times a year, else go for multiple staycation etc in a year = having a break, as compare to current's shiong schedule.
initially, i kept complaining and ask God why he only had a day of rest. why didn't he made 8 days a week, after working 6 days + 2 days off. else after working for 5 days + 2 days off.
1 day of rest is really not enough! T.T
and I tend to struggle the after-effects if I were to take afternoon naps / naps in general. I will be so groggy and disorientated if i were to nap. unless I really really really need it (gotta admit, i will sacrifice lunch time (when i was working), and gotta hide in the toilet to sneakily sleep/close eyes), else i will not want to sleep.
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