jeudi, décembre 13, 2012
♥ Final Week / Day in School
Time flies, time flies.
Gonna sit for my last paper tonight (unless i *touch wood* dun do well in my modules this term). i really have this fear, hate it.
As of now, left w 1 assignment, 1 open book exam, and my MAJOR project which is the most major one!!!! due next monday morning 9am (cos i'll be out playing from that day onwards!)
back to the topic, it's been 27 months since i entered SIC / RMIT / stansfield! and i really understand what the tcher said on e 1st day of school on 27 Sept 2010 monday evening, "after getting through every term, you'll realise that these 7 terms will past very quickly...." true to that, but sadly, hate the changes.. meow..
and you know what, i think.... i will bring my instax camera tonight, the first and the last time to school.. (well, i really want to!) HAHA even though i've been in e same class and even went to Melb twice, i never liked to take pictures or hang around with them cos.. i am anti social.. hahahaha really. i really think so. and sadly, i didnt really care.. meow.. oh well.. i have been waiting for this day, to shout and make lotsa noise on my final paper, but i have no confidence.. what if i fail my last 2 papers, or i dun submit and do a good job in my FYP. actually the biggest fear to me is.. not getting a good class, i am so dead.. ok, i shall not start on these "if i had known" or "if only" statements, cos... it's how i managed my time (lousy) and i need to be accountable for my own actions lah..
the thing is, i dunno what to look forward to after this term. like, i always knew where i'm heading, that's why i do my best, but now.. the future is a bleak and i cant seem to do a good .. finish... i mean, e.g. i'm at a 10km run, i can run my first 2km at 15min, den 5km at 1hr, but at the 10km, i will be running at 3.5 or 4 hours.. its like, i cant get the best result at the end... maybe i've been too focus on the finished product that i forget the process, but to me, what's the point of having a good process when your ending sucks? this is what i've been thinking about for the past 8 years (HAHA OMG)
When i was in sec 4, i rmb writing a composition for 1 of the english papers, and i rmb writing these down "it's not about the process, but about the ending" [about someone who won a medal and came back to school to announce...] after i got back my script, i was shocked at my attitude yet kept consoling myself that this is just a compo, not true in real life. but yet... i look at the result and judge ppl (or myself) and ignore the process / hard work that ppl / i put in... until... i get scared of the outcome / ending and just shun away from it. haiz, if you understand. ok, bye.
Do your best, and let God do the rest.
(at least i wouldnt have regrets in future when i do my best! better than nothing... :p)
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10pm
ok, i actually wanna blog about my last paper, cos it's super worth blogging! but i am lazy to type out a lengthy post, tweeted at least 7-8 tweets about it. drama sia. lol. anyway, will type it out when i'm more free. i need to redo my FYP now, remember?... sad...
bye, 2nd upper class. bye :(
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14 dec, 5am
another thing to be thankful.
thankful that i blog consistently, HAHA. some posts really encourages me, and just reassures me of what God has done and that His hands will never stop doing works in my life.
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530am
zzzz i actually teared just by reading one of my post in Nov 2010. it was living hell then. i cant believe that after 27 months, i am almost done with University :') will definitely blog / write on my diary. ahhhh, getting a little too emotional here. :")
Gonna sit for my last paper tonight (unless i *touch wood* dun do well in my modules this term). i really have this fear, hate it.
As of now, left w 1 assignment, 1 open book exam, and my MAJOR project which is the most major one!!!! due next monday morning 9am (cos i'll be out playing from that day onwards!)
back to the topic, it's been 27 months since i entered SIC / RMIT / stansfield! and i really understand what the tcher said on e 1st day of school on 27 Sept 2010 monday evening, "after getting through every term, you'll realise that these 7 terms will past very quickly...." true to that, but sadly, hate the changes.. meow..
and you know what, i think.... i will bring my instax camera tonight, the first and the last time to school.. (well, i really want to!) HAHA even though i've been in e same class and even went to Melb twice, i never liked to take pictures or hang around with them cos.. i am anti social.. hahahaha really. i really think so. and sadly, i didnt really care.. meow.. oh well.. i have been waiting for this day, to shout and make lotsa noise on my final paper, but i have no confidence.. what if i fail my last 2 papers, or i dun submit and do a good job in my FYP. actually the biggest fear to me is.. not getting a good class, i am so dead.. ok, i shall not start on these "if i had known" or "if only" statements, cos... it's how i managed my time (lousy) and i need to be accountable for my own actions lah..
the thing is, i dunno what to look forward to after this term. like, i always knew where i'm heading, that's why i do my best, but now.. the future is a bleak and i cant seem to do a good .. finish... i mean, e.g. i'm at a 10km run, i can run my first 2km at 15min, den 5km at 1hr, but at the 10km, i will be running at 3.5 or 4 hours.. its like, i cant get the best result at the end... maybe i've been too focus on the finished product that i forget the process, but to me, what's the point of having a good process when your ending sucks? this is what i've been thinking about for the past 8 years (HAHA OMG)
When i was in sec 4, i rmb writing a composition for 1 of the english papers, and i rmb writing these down "it's not about the process, but about the ending" [about someone who won a medal and came back to school to announce...] after i got back my script, i was shocked at my attitude yet kept consoling myself that this is just a compo, not true in real life. but yet... i look at the result and judge ppl (or myself) and ignore the process / hard work that ppl / i put in... until... i get scared of the outcome / ending and just shun away from it. haiz, if you understand. ok, bye.
Do your best, and let God do the rest.
(at least i wouldnt have regrets in future when i do my best! better than nothing... :p)
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10pm
ok, i actually wanna blog about my last paper, cos it's super worth blogging! but i am lazy to type out a lengthy post, tweeted at least 7-8 tweets about it. drama sia. lol. anyway, will type it out when i'm more free. i need to redo my FYP now, remember?... sad...
bye, 2nd upper class. bye :(
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14 dec, 5am
another thing to be thankful.
thankful that i blog consistently, HAHA. some posts really encourages me, and just reassures me of what God has done and that His hands will never stop doing works in my life.
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530am
zzzz i actually teared just by reading one of my post in Nov 2010. it was living hell then. i cant believe that after 27 months, i am almost done with University :') will definitely blog / write on my diary. ahhhh, getting a little too emotional here. :")
11:03 AM
mercredi, décembre 05, 2012
♥ Just saying
I know I've said this a million times, but I will definitely do my work more consistently and not leave things till the last minute. (sounds super familiar sia, but this will be my last time saying this... At least for now) should had studied earlier! (I really hope that in future, if go back to sch for another degree / a master, I'll follow my buddy classmate / senior's footsteps! Omg, they are like my idols (ooops) or role models. I mean, study n work n juggle family is not easy plus brain don't work as fast as the youths... Yeah, I learn my lesson... I really, do... :( meow.
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Anyway, let me talk about Pre exam workshop! Haha! I just read thru past posts and realised I didnt blog about the incident, probably tweeted more than blogged! But anyways, this is it..
2 terms ago, 3rd / 4th week of may, 2 lecturers came down from Melbourne to teach us lah. Then we had this "Management of Design" module, basically on designing by, learning abt customer requirements, patent search, market survey, etc. so,
during pew on Sat (20th April), teacher was talking about the good-old Nokia 3210... Hahaha.. And blah blah, talked about hp and etc, so it turned out that I'm the only one NOT using an iPhone! (ok, I cheated, I'm using iPod touch) but a very very cool phone - cant believe I'm laughing over this right now... Yes, my handphone.. The teacher was very shocked to see the phone cos it's so small (half the size of an iPhone) , and it's touch screen and... has a keypad as well, that's cos.... I managed to wayang (show off... Loser me) by swinging it open... When opened, its the same length and width as an iPhone... Wait till I take a photo of my phone ok, den will uds.. And most of all, this awesome looking phone is from.....Motorola! Motorola Flipout.
Yeah... Ikr.. So much impact from a phone.. and the teacher is really shocked, the facial expression... Actually i cant rmb.. But yeah, since this is the first time seeing this phone, natural to be shocked.. Lol... I also never see anyone else using this phone. Sad yet happy :D
So anyway, when I went for PEW last fri night, it was so awkwardly funny (to me lah) cos... he surprisingly recognized me when I entered the class, cos he taught us before obviously! (I have v bad memory in recognizing ppl, which isn't v good arh...) But anyway, after that he asked if I'm still using my phone.... HAHA! Awkward! Dont wanna sound like a loser who has no money to change phone, yet cannot tell lies.. Lol.. So yeah, I am still using... And blah blah, he noticed I changed my phone cover. Hahaha awesome lah.. Yeah, really impacted this teacher alot arh...
So anyway, I can't stand all the grammatical mistakes I made in this post, but yeah jus read for fun la..
Come to think of it, I would want to impact the people around me not with who I am or what I have... but with who's in me - Jesus.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPod Touch
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Anyway, let me talk about Pre exam workshop! Haha! I just read thru past posts and realised I didnt blog about the incident, probably tweeted more than blogged! But anyways, this is it..
2 terms ago, 3rd / 4th week of may, 2 lecturers came down from Melbourne to teach us lah. Then we had this "Management of Design" module, basically on designing by, learning abt customer requirements, patent search, market survey, etc. so,
during pew on Sat (20th April), teacher was talking about the good-old Nokia 3210... Hahaha.. And blah blah, talked about hp and etc, so it turned out that I'm the only one NOT using an iPhone! (ok, I cheated, I'm using iPod touch) but a very very cool phone - cant believe I'm laughing over this right now... Yes, my handphone.. The teacher was very shocked to see the phone cos it's so small (half the size of an iPhone) , and it's touch screen and... has a keypad as well, that's cos.... I managed to wayang (show off... Loser me) by swinging it open... When opened, its the same length and width as an iPhone... Wait till I take a photo of my phone ok, den will uds.. And most of all, this awesome looking phone is from.....Motorola! Motorola Flipout.
Yeah... Ikr.. So much impact from a phone.. and the teacher is really shocked, the facial expression... Actually i cant rmb.. But yeah, since this is the first time seeing this phone, natural to be shocked.. Lol... I also never see anyone else using this phone. Sad yet happy :D
So anyway, when I went for PEW last fri night, it was so awkwardly funny (to me lah) cos... he surprisingly recognized me when I entered the class, cos he taught us before obviously! (I have v bad memory in recognizing ppl, which isn't v good arh...) But anyway, after that he asked if I'm still using my phone.... HAHA! Awkward! Dont wanna sound like a loser who has no money to change phone, yet cannot tell lies.. Lol.. So yeah, I am still using... And blah blah, he noticed I changed my phone cover. Hahaha awesome lah.. Yeah, really impacted this teacher alot arh...
So anyway, I can't stand all the grammatical mistakes I made in this post, but yeah jus read for fun la..
Come to think of it, I would want to impact the people around me not with who I am or what I have... but with who's in me - Jesus.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPod Touch
2:00 AM
mardi, août 07, 2012
♥ school
i cant believe it. our proj 1 presentation got postponed to monday instead of this Sunday! :) #thankyouJesus more time to do my work! :) ok, bye!
Libellés : school
4:04 PM
lundi, juillet 23, 2012
♥ School
Time to stop playing and chiong my school work (as usual...)
40 more days, and i'm done with Term 6!
I need to get thru it, ok bye!
*need lots of self-discipline.... :( super tough
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I NEED TO STOP ATTEMPTING TO watch k-varieties - 1N2D , Win Win (BoA special) , k dramas.
Libellés : school
8:26 PM
jeudi, février 10, 2011
♥ 1st day of school again
Yes, it's the first day or first night of school again.. Mechanics of Design. It's proj based!! Die... 50% project, 15% written test in week 6, 35% exam . At least this feel less stress than solids exam last term (80% exam!!!) but 50% proj is too much le lah..
I must really study hard this term le! I didnt do well at all last term cos my excuse was not enough time. Which is true on 1 hand - OT every weekend and traveling from pioneer to within 1.25 hrs for 4 times a week is no joke! And traveling ard Spore is very tiring and time consuming! But anw, it's over so I need to do better alr!
Who said school's fun! :( now I rather work again. HAHA! life's irony.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPod Touch
I must really study hard this term le! I didnt do well at all last term cos my excuse was not enough time. Which is true on 1 hand - OT every weekend and traveling from pioneer to within 1.25 hrs for 4 times a week is no joke! And traveling ard Spore is very tiring and time consuming! But anw, it's over so I need to do better alr!
Who said school's fun! :( now I rather work again. HAHA! life's irony.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPod Touch
11:50 PM
lundi, avril 28, 2008
♥ OCS gathering, + blah3
lots of stuffs happened during the past 10 days.
today at school, saw a lot of familiar faces again. like, more than my fingers can count. LOL.
sunday, was helping a little in video. haha. nicholas kept saying about me luh. cos out of 4 duties, i only made it to the first 2 duties due to my OCS trip and FOWA camp. haha. the next video duty clashes with my nursery duty, and i really wanna see how en min looks like yet feels like making up to the video team B for pang sei-ing so many times. haha, so i think i'll just go for video (:
sat! slept till 1pm that day :D met OCS gang at orchard mrt for karaoke gathering. had dinner at Food Republic before going to Party World. started at 7pm all the way to 11pm. we also celebrated Han Song & Joo Hong's birthday in advance that night. oh wells, at least the whole night ended well. (: some funny stuffs happened like, we were very very surprised at how Robert actually sings Zhang huimei's songs, etc...
fri, met up with Huishan after class. the last time we met was many months ago. can't rmb when was the last time. went to Vivo city and had LJS for lunch. told her what happened in philippines and in school and my new classmates. LOL. everyone gave the same comments when i told them about the Rubik's Cube teaching thingy. had net in the evening and then went to the adults' net to celebrate andrew's mama's bday!
french class commence on wed, the teaching was really fast actually but i managed to catch up cos i had a lil bg of the language le. so we learned alphabets and numbers and basic questions like what's ur name & how do u spell it? and we were told that RSVP is actually some french initials. i had been cracking my head to figure wth that rsvp stand for. voila! it stands for Respondez S'il Vous Plait. meaning Please Reply. yes! it's that simple! SVP means PLS (: yeah...
can't rmb what else happened, but will post some pics up soon. xD
today at school, saw a lot of familiar faces again. like, more than my fingers can count. LOL.
sunday, was helping a little in video. haha. nicholas kept saying about me luh. cos out of 4 duties, i only made it to the first 2 duties due to my OCS trip and FOWA camp. haha. the next video duty clashes with my nursery duty, and i really wanna see how en min looks like yet feels like making up to the video team B for pang sei-ing so many times. haha, so i think i'll just go for video (:
sat! slept till 1pm that day :D met OCS gang at orchard mrt for karaoke gathering. had dinner at Food Republic before going to Party World. started at 7pm all the way to 11pm. we also celebrated Han Song & Joo Hong's birthday in advance that night. oh wells, at least the whole night ended well. (: some funny stuffs happened like, we were very very surprised at how Robert actually sings Zhang huimei's songs, etc...
fri, met up with Huishan after class. the last time we met was many months ago. can't rmb when was the last time. went to Vivo city and had LJS for lunch. told her what happened in philippines and in school and my new classmates. LOL. everyone gave the same comments when i told them about the Rubik's Cube teaching thingy. had net in the evening and then went to the adults' net to celebrate andrew's mama's bday!
french class commence on wed, the teaching was really fast actually but i managed to catch up cos i had a lil bg of the language le. so we learned alphabets and numbers and basic questions like what's ur name & how do u spell it? and we were told that RSVP is actually some french initials. i had been cracking my head to figure wth that rsvp stand for. voila! it stands for Respondez S'il Vous Plait. meaning Please Reply. yes! it's that simple! SVP means PLS (: yeah...
can't rmb what else happened, but will post some pics up soon. xD
Libellés : school, SPOCS 2008
6:58 PM
